ENCHANTED

something is wrong. terribly wrong. i miss the good old days, when we were best friends. i miss everything about it. i know you do too, but i dont know how to fix it. for the past THREE years of my life, you have been there; by my side, in every good memory i have. Like in sixth grade, 5th period, when we used to decorate eachothers notebooks with highlighters. and Ms terranovas bubble nose. And when ms drummond would get mad at you for playing with your gum in science. when we would set times to go meet up in the bathroom, just so we could say hi for 5 seconds. Then in seventh grade, when we would sing songs in social studies and make fun of dontay, and we dances infront of the class like re-re’s singing “magic in a bottle” And when you were on cruches and tiped right on over.(best memory ever) And you sat right in front of me in music class and we had a whole wardrobe in gym because we didnt want to wear the same outfit two days in a row. wine glasses. Then in 8th, everyday we had a routine. i would walk down the stairs a little late, and you would be unloading your backpack, i would say hi and then you came to mine, and we walked to mastery together. then to second. then third. then we waited for eachother to go to lunch, we were always together, as much as possible, and the best part was, we didnt get tired of it.  we hung out while being student assistants, and we had to clean those nasty dishes for ms nelson. and when brandon or someone ran into you on the way to 7th period and your books flew everywhere and your flip flops endend up down the hall, oh and of course when isiah tripped over you!  Here we are, in highschool. for me, nothing has turned out the way i expected. We dont have german together, Homecoming was a bust, and of course i never imagined us being where we are now. i understand highschool is a time of changing. i mean come on, having every relationship from middle school stay the same in no one’s reality. but i really thought ours would. Maybe its because we have no classes, or maybe because.. will or morgan. i dont know, but something went wrong.  we’ve had other friends along the way, for me it was like indigo bailey and amanda; people i thought would always be there for me. but when i really think about it, you were the one always there. you were the one who sat with me, [and stuck by me] at lunch with amanda’s weird friends who we clearly didnt have anything in common with. As awkward and uncomfortable it was, you stayed. i think the problem is, we are the same. the exact same. close to a carbon copy of each other. We think the same way, and thats because we get it.  of course our friendship hasnt been all peechy keen. we get annoyed, we get jealous, and maybe thats just because we love eachother.  i have come to the conclusion that we both awknowalge things about you have changed over the past few months. and i accept it now.  I cant keep living in the past of what used to be. We will have those memories forever. but now lets make some new ones. deal?